You're so fragile, and I hate to see the way I've treated you. I'm so sorry. I've hurt so many of you in ways that I never thought possible. And I don't mean to. I don't know what's wrong with me. It's killing me. To see myself do these things. I wish I'd never come into all of your lives. It'd do you guys good to not have someone like me bringing you down. I honestly don't mean to bring you down in the ways that I do. I'm sorry. From the bottom of my heart.